I'm Going To Make It 'Cause I Said I Would

October. This month and I have issues being friends. October 2010, 2012, and now 2013 have not been nice to me. I don't know what it is really.

Since the start of this month, I haven't been doing anything right. I've been messing up all over the place. For goodness sake, has anybody seen my "A" game? It's missing. 

Work has been no bueño (my fault), the move to new place has been challenging (my fault), and for some reason I cannot get my regular attitude/outlook right (my fault?). 

So what should one do when they're having a crappy day, week, month, or even year? 

You let go. You scream, cry, blame the world for your misery. You do whatever it is you feel like doing. You let go and detach yourself for a minute (or an hour). Do not bottle it up all inside you. The truth is, nobody has it all figured it out. 

Be human. It's okay.

Then after letting go. After crying and feeling shitty for yourself, stand up. Stand up and brush yourself off. Move. 

I don't care if it's little steps, but you have to move forward. I'm not saying it will get better tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that, but it will. It will if you work for it. It will if you don't dwell on it. 

This song my Meghan Tonjes helps. It helped me find my smile again and I hope it does the same for you. 

Good luck.