New Start
2015 was a hell of a roller coaster ride. Was this a good year for me? No. Did I learn a lot during 2015? Yes. It was the year of letting go. The year of realization. The year of knowing about myself more. Family, friendships, love, and “myself” are four major roles that I learned and experienced a lot during 2015. Family My mom, my dad, and my sister are three individuals that have one thing in common, endurance. They work hard on what they do and they never give up. And that is what keeps me going. 2015 was the year of disappointing them. Even though they don’t say it, I can feel it. I’ve wasted a lot of time on the computer and not giving shit about what’s going on around me where there are far worse problems out there. My mom recently saw me on the computer like at 4AM and she said, “What are you doing with your life? Control it. Just control it. Stop sleeping at school. Stop being late. Control it.” And it hit me that I am a wreck. I am draining to a world that I don’t